Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya...

"You killed my father. Prepare to die."

I will give you three guesses what movie I watched with my grandparents this evening. But I'm getting ahead of myself...

My day has been long but very enjoyable. Jack and Brenda are visiting today and tomorrow. I spent my morning helping dad move Christmas trees and decorations back to the shed (finally!). Everything was piled on the back porch.

Jack and Brenda didn't make it into Poplar Bluff until 2 PM, so my parents and I went for BBQ at Spencer's. I hadn't had BBQ in quite some time, so I really enjoyed that.

I've laughed so much today! We always have a blast every time they come to visit. We spent much of the afternoon running around. We went to Rowland Stollen Bakery and got stollens for breakfast in the morning. Went to Walmart and got a 12 pack of Pepsi - a necessity when there are Gillespies around. :)

Tonight was the middle-agers' dinner/movie night at church, so Mom, Dad, Jack, and Brenda all went and ate lasagna and watched Mamma Mia! I'm so glad I didn't have to watch it. What can make a chick flick worse??? Answer: ABBA music!

So I ended up at the grandparents' house. We ordered pizza and watched The Princess Bride on their new 52" HD LCD tv. I couldn't believe they had never seen such a classic movie!

Time for me to call it a night though. Church in the morning.

Peace.

Posted from my iPhone

Friday, January 16, 2009

Resolutions... goals... impossibilities?

Since over half a month has elapsed since we went out and bought new calendars, I guess it's time for me to establish some goals.  I'm terrible at this - that's why I usually don't do it.  But since I'm hoping 2009 will bring two semesters that were better than the last one, I suppose it can't hurt to face them with a new set of resolutions... Here goes nothing:

  • Stop biting my fingernails: How long have I told myself that I need to stop doing this?  I'm now twenty years old, and I can honestly say that I've been biting my fingernails almost that long.  I completely realize that it's a nasty habit, but that doesn't make it easy to quit.  I also realize that I am somewhat of a control freak, and that this is something that I often can't stop myself from doing.  Do you know how distressing it is for a control freak to not even be able to control himself?

  • Reach 10,000 songs in my iTunes: I am currently at 7,793 songs.  I don't know why I feel so compelled, but that simply seems significant.  I have no doubts that I can accomplish this by the end of the year, especially if I'm going to be working at RAGE 103.7

  • Play some concerts: I really want to tour some coffeeshops and such in the Cape Girardeau, MO area.  Joshua Smith and I are playing music together, and I really enjoy what we've been doing.

  • Write every day: By moving into a major this semester that focuses more on creativity than on math, I truly hope I can accomplish this.  I don't even really care what it is that I write every day; it could be blogging, writing in my journal, writing for a class, writing fiction or poetry or lyrics... whatever.  I just really want to write every day for at least a year and see what I can produce.  I'm taking a class this spring called "Writing For the Mass Media," and I'm pretty psyched about it.  That should help me in my goal.  I am certainly interested in journalism.  In my spare time on the Internet, I ran across a slideshow of pictures detailing the "writing spaces" of several famous writers and thinkers, hosted at architecturaldigest.com (Don't think me insane simply because I have enough free time to look at things like this).  While I was looking through these amazing pictures, I realized that I would be much more likely to write if I only had Rudyard Kipling's amazing library to work in:



Alas, I do not...  So I will have to settle for wherever I am at the time.  Someday, someday....


I would also like to mention that I am somewhat ecstatic to be moving to a major like Mass Communication.  One of the leading causes of unemployment is occupational immobility.  In our ever changing, technological, post-modern world (and with our economy going to hell in a hand basket), I believe fewer and fewer people are going to find themselves in careers and jobs that will last a lifetime.  This used to happen all the time, but no more.  Technology is constantly changing, and people constantly have to adapt and learn the skills they need to keep up.  I believe a communication degree will give me those skills I need to achieve my goals.  To try to adapt in a field like Computer Science is difficult at best.  By majoring in Mass/Media Communication, I'm hoping to open up the doors to many different job possibilities.  I will obtain the skills necessary to potentially land a job in radio, journalism, or audio production - to name only a few.  If I had stayed in Computer Science, all of my time would be devoted to keeping up with the latest programming languages and technologies necessary simply to survive in the field.  Now, I should learn skills necessary in many different professions, and I will not be so stressed that I can't learn the necessary skills for other jobs.

Meanwhile, The Book Rack is hiring in Cape Girardeau, and I fully intend to apply on Monday when I move back for the semester.  I'm excited and hopeful.  I've always wanted to work in a bookstore!



Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Bit of an update!

It's a cold, gray, dreary day, and I'm enjoying it!  My next class isn't until 3:00, so I just thought I'd post an update since my last post was so depressing!

Quite a few things have changed since last I wrote -- for the better.  After that week of misery when I posted last time, I decided things had to change.  I can't spend 8 hours a day in a room with no windows (besides the Operating System - HA!), writing code for a living.  I would simply go insane.  I also came to the conclusion that a lot of Computer Science and IT people can communicate with a machine more fluently than with another human.  I've decided that I value communication too much to continue in that direction.  I'm just not quite the geek I thought I was. :)

Obviously after deciding that, the next question became, "What am I going to do?!"  I decided to take some online personality tests and career placement tests.  They showed that I'm fairly well split between Mathematical/Scientific thinking and Artistic thinking.  Surprise me!

It dawned on me recently that Computer Science is almost entirely mathematical and scientific, in both design and implementation.  However, as a musician, writer, and lover of improvisation, I have this strong desire -- no, need -- for artistic design.  I need for my designs to be artistic in nature.  I can handle math and science, and I don't mind applying them during implementation... But I have a deep appreciation for art, and I value it highly.  It is obvious to me that my artistic outlets are music and writing, and Comp Sci does not give me any room to express that artistic side of my personality.

So, with the aforementioned test results in hand, I went to meet with Donna Tucker, my transfer advisor who helped me decide to come to SEMO in the first place  (Interestingly, her son is Sam, the manager of Hastings in Poplar Bluff).  She had been, and still is, the nicest and most helpful person I'd dealt with here.  I found out that, at age 20, she to had lost her sense of direction and actually dropped out of college; but after taking some tests like the ones I'd taken, she went on to get a degree in Public Relations.  At last, someone who can communicate!

The career tests actually ranked my number one career as "Physician," but I hate biology and don't deal well with sick people -- especially kids.  Too depressing.  I have a real problem with mortality... Why do you think I like horror and vampires so much? haha...  Dad always likes to tell everyone about the time I watched Our Town and cried for an hour because of all the death in that story.

Further down the list of careers, it mentioned pursuing a degree in Mass Communication; that caught my attention.  I started looking into the Mass Communication program and found out that SEMO is one of only two colleges in Missouri with an accredited Mass Communication program, the other one being Mizzou.  There are five "Options" within the program: Public Relations, Video Production, Journalism, Advertising, and..... Radio!  Ding, ding, ding -- I'm interested!  I've toured radio stations, and I love them!

I made all the necessary appointments, and I've talked to Dr. Tammy Baldwin and Dr. Bruce Mims.  Dr. Baldwin is the interim chair of the Mass Communication program, and Dr. Mims is the head of the Radio Option and the college radio station, Rage 103.7.  Unfortunately, the Radio Option classes all start in the fall, but I can get a jump start on the MC classes in the spring.  The major also requires a minor.  Fortunately, I'm only 3 credits away from a Math minor already, so I'm knocking that out of the way next semester as well - ironically enough, with a Computer Programming course.  I also plan to minor in Business Administration; although it's a 30 hour minor (that's big!), it will actually help, since I want to get my Masters in Business Administration (MBA) anyway!

So, I will be working at the college radio station, Rage 103.7, next fall, or perhaps even sooner if Dr. Mims can figure out a way to plug me into that.  I'm anxiously looking forward to learn how to use all the software there at the station.  They gave me a tour of Rage, and all of their equipment is top of the line, like what you'd see in professional studios.

I don't know that I want to be an actual radio personality, although it could be fun.  I think it would be amazing to become the Music Director, who actually picks the songs the station will play!  What an artistic outlet!  It involves technology, and I'd hear a lot of music that way.  I'll be taking an Audio Production class, and next semester I'm taking Writing for the Mass Media.  Sounds fun!

What I would ultimately like to do, after I get my MBA, is open and run my own music studio.  It's a long shot, but I'm so passionate about music.

Last night, I was hanging out at the Baptist Student Center.  Initially, it was just a study/coffee party with Alyssa, but more people showed up.  The homework went in the backpack, and we went in the Chapel! :)  Aaron hopped on the piano, Joshua on his new 12 string Takamine, Aaron and Alyssa grabbed mics, and I went to the sound board to mix.  Fun!!!  Got everything sounding great, then hopped on the drums that are set up in the BSC.  The drums don't sound too bad, but the cymbals are crap.  Anyway, we sat around and played music for hours.  We learned East to West by Casting Crowns, and had it sounding great by the time we quit for the evening.  We're going to perform it soon.  Everyone was excited, because we'd never all played together.  We also worked on an original arrangement Aaron had put together and played for Chapel in the past... but it sounded so much better with the full band sound.

After that, Aaron, Steven, Joshua, and I went to Huddle House to hang out and work on homework.  This was around midnight. :)  I got a waffle!  haha!  Yummy!

Steven, Joshua, and I came back and watched a couple episodes of The Simpsons, and I didn't get back to the dorm until well after 1:00.  It was so nice to hang out with friends and just have fun!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

sleep schedule

If this isn't just lovely... Last night, around 8 or so I would say, my family and I were watching TV... We finished an episode of the show we were watching, and it was storming. I love storms. Absolutely love them. I love to sleep during storms. So, I doze off in my recliner. Apparently nobody felt compelled to wake me up, because I just woke up. Yay... Now my sleep schedule is all screwed up.

Went to the MAD Camp performance of Positive I.D. yesterday evening. Really enjoyed it. It was definitely one of the best MAD performances I've ever seen.

Anyway, I suppose I should try to sleep more... ?? I don't know if I'll sleep or watch more Deathnote! I picked up Volumes 2 and 3 at Hastings yesterday. I'm so excited!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

giving blood

Well, I've decided to give blood today. It will be my first time, but I want to do it... just for the heck of it. They're doing a blood drive at the college today, and I'm participating. Usually I just ignore it, but not today. This sign convinced me...



Haha...

Anyway, needless to say, The Dark Knight was amazing! I really think Heath Ledger did an outstanding job with his portrayal of The Joker as a truly maniacal, psychopathic, deranged murderer. Very, very well played.

Tonight is the MAD Camp performance at church. I'm really looking forward to that, as I do every year.

Let's see... in other entertainment news... I watched Scream for the first time earlier this week. I didn't have extremely high expectations for it; therefore, I was not disappointed. :-) I actually enjoyed it in spite of the fact that everyone in the world except for me saw it at least ten years ago. Not the best acting ever, but find me a slasher that does contain great acting and I'll kiss your foot. I thought the ending was actually fairly well done, and not totally predictable.

The other night, I was waiting to go to Blythe's for her birthday dinner, and I stopped at Hastings just to pass some time. Now, I have never enjoyed anime. This stems from my deep-seated hatred for Dragonball Z and Pokémon, two of the most over-sensationalized piles of crap ever to grace American boob tubes. I never caught onto the whole playing card/trading card craze, and I consider it to be ridiculously boring; this is why I've always looked down my nose at anime. Well, I decided to look around at Hastings that evening, and I saw a manga entitled Death Note. I picked it up and read the cover, and lo and behold... hey this has a plot -- a good plot that doesn't involve stupid little cards with stats on them!! By the time Blythe called me to tell me to come over, I was 150 pages into this manga, and I didn't want to put it down. I didn't get a chance to go back to Hastings for two more days, but I went as soon as I could. I finished the manga, and went to the anime section... There it was -- Death Note on DVD... Oh yeah... Rented volume one, watched all four episodes on it that night... and craved more. I'm dying to know what happens next. This story really sucks you in, and I'm afraid it may just start an endless love affair between me and well written anime and manga. We shall see. I kinda knew that it was out there, but I avoided it because I didn't want to be associated with Dragonball Z and Pokémon. I will simply have to tell people that I'm a fan of good anime!

Lisa just loaned me a Ted Dekker book called Blink. I hope it will be a quick read. Here's another thing I try to avoid -- Christian fiction. So, I kinda want to read this, but I also kinda don't. Not that I'm anti-Christian by any stretch of the imagination -- I'm just anti-poor-writing. I'm going to go give it a chance. Will post more later.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Jeff City

My family and I spent Tuesday and Wednesday in Jeff City this week.
I had a Phi Theta Kappa All-State academic team banquet to attend. It
was such an honor!! While I was in Jeff City, I got a 16GB iPhone,
and it's absolutely amazing!! Spent some time hanging out with family
friend Olivia, just walking around downtown. Had a chance to visit
the Capitol. While walking around downtown, I snapped this sweet
photo - I LOVE this architecture!!